the worst type of crying is the silent one. the one when everyone is alseep. the one where you feel it in your throat, and your eyes become blurry from the tears. the one where you just want to scream. the one where you have to hold your breath and grab your stomach to keep quiet. the one where you cant breath anymore. The one when you realize you've run out of the happy memories. Katlyn's oldest brother committed suicide when she was ten, leaving Katlyn alone in the dark. Self harm, Depression and anxiety attacks became a daily routine for Katlyn. When she meets Adrian her world turns upside down, Will he be her saviour or her destruction?