Serendipity

To love is to be happy, contented, to trust and to feel that you are good enough. But for my case, that's not how my first love was.

First love, that's the love we'll never forget but also the first one to teach us the right and errors in a relationship, how to build it & how to keep it. I will say that I have instead became, thankful of that first love that broke my heart so many times, cause I learnt so much from it. But I must admit, that I thought there wouldn't be any guy to invest my time, effort & heart in, for pretty much a while after that break up. Instead, I focused on trying to better myself, on my dreams & on things that made me happy, then maybe, just maybe after all that, I can settle for a new person again... I had my plans sorted out & my eye on the goals. But what will happen, if I meet this person? Not after, but along that way as I try discover myself, follow my heart & dreams, and as I look for my happiness. What if this person suddenly changes not only my plans, or myself, but also my heart?

I knew very well to myself that it might not be the right time for that or for this person since it hasn't gone long since my past heartbreak but I guess you'll be surprised about the things that comes your way, atleast I will say, I was, perhaps caught off guard, 'cause that better one came too soon, when I least expected him. I guess that's what makes life exciting, that no matter how much we get control of it, of our life and even our future, we never fullt be able to do have that ability. We'll never know what will come are ways, or whom may come to your life and maybe show an even better way.