You Dont Know Me...
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I'm a person just like all of you, I've been hurt, dumped, angry. But what happened to me on a very specific day... made it a hell of a lot worse. My name is Umyiah Martzall, Mya for short. Im here to tell you the ups, and downs of my life... Please I want you to experience the feelings I felt in my 15 years of my life.
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