lying was always my best feature{on hold}

If there was something Ellis loved more than singing was the school bully, well her bully. she knew it was wrong, but those feelings had been burning for a long time well lets narrow it down to the beginning of middle school a few months after she moved to Fresno.
I mean sometimes i think i suffer of a weird twist of Stockholm syndrome. There's just something about him, something so intense. I know i sound weird but when you look at him, really look at him. Past his charmingly good looks fluffy dark brown hair, slighty to the minimal tan and green eyes and that bad boy personá well he seemed different. He's done some pretty bad things to me, and i know I've never done anything to deserve them. I really have no idea what brought his behavior towards me, but i can't do anything about it. for starters he'd probably be suspended or worse expelled, i like seeing him but before you reprimand me for that its not the only reason. besides my personal bully there are his followers, he doesn't directly tell them to harm me, but he some what encourages them by laughing and patting their backs like a teacher congratulating a student for acing a test.
I'm pathetic i know i am, no need denying it and a coward the biggest one you'll encounter. I hide behind the many lies i say and excuse's of being a pacifist and shyness.
My name is Ellis Mc'homely and i believe I'm inlove with my bully; Dixon.