Nicotine
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Last published Wed, Apr 20, 2016
I pressed the cigarette to my lips slowly letting the nicotine consume my body.I felt my muscles relax and my headache clear .This had been my seventh time trying to quit but I failed ,again.I glanced at my cigarette it was almost done and I had 20 minutes left of my free period.
I flicked it to the ground and pulled out a second one.
"You know that's not good for you"I looked up to see James staring down at me. " So" I exclaimed a bit harsher than I intended."How are you?" He asked stepping closer."fine" I mumbled flicking my cigarette at his feet." Don't be like that Nicotine" James grabbed my wrist.I glared at him and he let go immediately." I have to go" I said shoving him aside
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It's been 1 year since Nicotine broke up with James.They used to be close but something changed they went from love to hate in a short amount of time and she just couldn't take it anymore.Read how Nicotine goes through struggles with her family and social life (or lack there of one) and let your mind open to the idea that not all love stories are boring ...
Nicotine p.o.v
You may ask why my names Nicotine .No I did not name myself this because of my cigarette addiction. My parents are hippies always getting high and doing stupid shit.like naming me Nicotine.I go by Nick now I hate that name it reminds me to much of them. I live in a stupid house with them and my younger brother farrel.I don't have many friends I hate meeting new people.The only people I can trust are my boyfriend James and my best friend Zeus.
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