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Dying on the Inside

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Based on true events of my life.

In a small suburban town, there is one boy named Alex who is innocent and lives his life freely. As he grows up, he soon learns that the person he is, is not easily accepted by everyone. Alex struggles to hide his sexuality, but the longer he hides it, the more he just wants to come out and say it. Alex finds heartbreak, drama, depression and eventually joy along the way.All Rights Reserved

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