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Promises are broken,
Hearts are shattered,
Words are said but never meant,
Apologies always fake,
Searching for why to stay,
but all that comes is misery,
Pictures so explicit,
Videos so immature,
Given by self hated teens,
And history ever so dirty,
Like Americas number one player,
Words like a song on replay,
Flowing out of his mouth like a river,
With my body like a earthquake,
Thoughts untamed,
Roaring like a tiger,
Confidence gone,
Depression worsened,
Anxiety never ending,
And that beautiful reflection i used to see gone,
Self respect translucent,
Used, Played, Done for
Not needed,
Not wanted,
Questioning my own existence,
Why I am here,
I can go ever so far,
Take the pain but cause so much,
To show the truth,
To get away,
I don't tell them the day,
I finally say,
GoodBye