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In the mind of a girl (Diary) #Wattys2016

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This book is a personal one for me. My first ever Diary. Different stories put together over time for people like yourself to read. I chose to do this to let other girls know the feelings and thoughts they go through, are not just their's alone. If you've been through situations like this, and want to feel not alone, you can read these. If you are going to go through things like this in the future, you can read these as guidance and advice. No one should ever feel alone. And your not alone. This is for all the girls out there!

WARNING - This will get really personal and intimate. May have graphic explanations and swearing in places. You have been warned. Also if you want me to talk about a subject and voice my thoughts, or just tell me your story or what you think, don't hesitate to drop me a comment or private message. My door is always open.All Rights Reserved

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