i sit it the classroom , not sure whats going on exactly . all i can pay attention to are the dreams in my mind . theyre so visual and real , but hard to explain . i cant beilieve myself , why am i seing my mother in my dreams? why am i seing my baby brother ive never had ? theyre dead to me , but yet they wont go away . and who am i going to tell? the friends i dont have , since im new to the school and shy , life isint the best for me . all i have is my father , and he is a syco path . am i even normal ?