Scars: Steps To Queenism
NigisteNegestatt
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  • Reads 3,397
  • Votes 377
  • Parts 87
  • Time 1h 51m
NigisteNegestatt
Ongoing, First published Mar 05, 2016
Mature
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Scars: Steps To Queenism, is a highly inspirational and authentic story of an innocent child's world growing up; not only as an 80's baby, but having to practically raise herself in the streets of Boston - alone. From having parents and grandparents that suffered extreme drug and alcohol addiction, to losing the woman that raised her; life itself did not seem fair. Imagine, battling depression (due to being a victim of abuse and rape) but yet you must keep it a secret. Too young to fully survive on your own, so you are living in foster and group homes until the system lets you free. Imagine having to break away from a dangerous kidnapping at gun point- her journey is not a path for the weak. After years of physical and emotional SCARS, Nikey embarks a journey to rapport in the midst of an emotionally draining war. Life after ending unhealthy relationships and pain, she finally meets and later marries her  King - plus drama.
Will she fold under pressure and go back to her old ways or will she handle her new life with ease? My story will help you eliminate your emotional scars and guide you on a journey to mental freedom.
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72 parts Ongoing

My life has been an intense journey from a little girl who was beaten down and abused into believing that she was worthless, to a woman at 43 years of age who is still desperately searching for who she truly is. I found her though. I did. And she writes like me, from inside of me. She is me. This girl that I've been in love with since time first existed, is indeed me. The way that she walks. With her hands... and how she talks? The hearts that she's captured, the souls that she has inspired. I'm now trying to be her. I've never felt that I was good enough to actually be myself!!! I always knew how pure and clear and free I was inside. But people told me otherwise, in a very cruel way. No one ever spared my feelings or thought to speak to me with kindness or love. My parents were very serious and strict people. They believed that there was only 1 way to act and inside I knew that I did NOT fit in the parameters of the behavior expected of me. And every single time I made my Step Daddy sigh or frown it felt like I knife in my heart. I was a let down. Always too loud. Always moving too much. Always too fat and always too ugly. Always too much. Unless I sat quietly. But I've always been a firecracker and all of that containment really made me want to blow off! All of what was inside of me, swirling and dividing in me. Burying the side of me that I loved the most! I was a bastard and a blasphemy. Harsh words for a girl of 3. They said them when they baptized me.

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