You wouldn't understand
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This teenager has gone through too much. And nothing matters anymore. Yet the thought if suicide is pointless. Through this tough life, more comes. And it's almost unbearable. People are just too fucking cruel! Trying and trying, this poor soul comes out of the shell but wonders if it was worth it. Read on to find how tough this kid has it. And how he finds the light in the cave. And how much danger that light is in. And if he can protect it. Can he find his light and keep it safe?
(Its better than it sounds. And the intro isnt so good. But it gets better!)
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As I wake up, I can feel the cold, hard, rock ground below me. It feels as if it's sucking me in because I can't live in this world anymore. It's too much work and I feel useless. My life is useless. People risk their lives to save something they don't need. What's better? Two alive or twenty six dead because of the two people? Even if I go on with my life, I will always feel this pain within me. Knowing I killed so many people. It'll just kill me and I swear I'll go crazy. So either way, I lose. I won't win because mentally or physically, I will die. I see Danny's face in front of me. His hands are chained on the rock wall and he's sitting down in pain. His face is bloody, but he's awake. "Danny?" I whisper. "They're," he begins, whispering as low a I. "What are you trying to say?" I whisper. He faces me. A look of sadness and despair on his face. "They're all dead."
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