I am a monster pretty much in every possible definition of the term. If you needed a trigger warning, there it is. Of course I wasn't born so, no one ever is. We are made monsters by the shit life does to us. It's never fair, there is no justice. And the good guys do not win at the end because there are no good guys. I guess most people are grey. Some a lighter shade and others, the vast majority are oscillating between neutral grey and darker shades of it. I like that metaphor: it's clean, almost pretty. There's no prettiness in my life. It broke when I was thirteen and I have been making it everybody's problem since then.
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