My name is Zara St.louis .I am 17years old I live in Alabama .My father basically showers my with gifts to try and get me back his little girl I love him for trying but she's gone .She left 7 years ago when her mother left My mother was always the peace maker of the family always smiling always kissing and hugging in till that day when she walked into the bank that day when she walked into to the bank because of me I wanted my own iPhone she didn't have enough money on her so she went in to the bank and same time she walked I heard she shots I knew it a gun it had to be and then I saw her fall to the blood oozing out of her head a terrified look on her face just like that 1 2 3 my mother was gone I sulked for 4 years and I told myself was your fault each day of the 4years over and over and over till this day I still do I regret wanting a iPhone. But my sister Elle always had my back always the bigger one she was the only person I talked to during the first year until she was diagnosed with brain cancer me apart and because you were too late Ellie died in two years . I acted like it didnt hurt after a year but it really bad down inside no one ciuld fix me im to broken Until the my father said we're moving to Los Angelos half way across the country to start new I didn't mind I had no friends nothing to look forward to so I packed my things and Los Angelo's get ready because we're moving INAll Rights Reserved