I'm Already There (Larry Stylinson)
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Last published Thu, Jun 27, 2013
Dear Mum,
It just hurts so bad. Now that she's gone... I just can't stay here anymore. I'm sorry for running away. I know you're going through this just as badly as I am... but Mum... Lottie... she's gone. I just can't stay here. I can't live in the house where she once was. I can't have this constant reminder of her smile and smell. I've just got to get away. I'll be back in a few months. I'll be back in time for my X-Factor audition. Only because that's what she wanted me to do. I miss her too much. I just need her to hug me, one more time. I've lost my sister.. my best friend..
I'm sorry for running off mum.. it's just too hard for me.. I love you so much though. See you soon.
-Lou Xx
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