Loving only me

I am just a average 17 year old girl. But I have a dirty secret, I can't love anyone. I have been hurt to much, and I am just to broken to be loved. My mother left me when I was 12 and my dad blamed me for everything. The last time I saw him was when I was 15, he had struck me and left. Not only a month after that my boyfriend, the only man that helped me through this. Made me feel like my life was not a complete waste, had dumped me. He said to me 'get out of here whore, I was only dating you because of a stupid dare'. I now live alone in a condo with some of our family stuff. If it weren't for the man who owns this complex didn't 'love' me then I would be out on the street. I have about six friends but I don't love them, I care about them but not love. How can I love someone? how can I open up after so much pain? I thought I could never love till they showed up

-Who is it that she fell for? if you want to know you must read to find out!