The worst kind of pain is when you're smiling just to stop the tears from falling Everyday I get up and pretend I'm ok and that nothing is wrong. I do this so I don't "seek attention" so that no one knows how I really feel. I'm too scared to say it so I hide behind a smile. It is my mask. You don't even know how much you hurt me with the fact that I will never be good enough for you. I stopped talking about how I felt because I knew no one cared anywayAll Rights Reserved