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Never be the same (Bucky Barnes/The Winter Soldier)

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Time 4h 19m

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"What he did to you was monstrous," they kept saying that, but they weren't getting the sentence right, "They. They did it." I said back, my drained voice close to a whisper.
"Okay, then, what they did to you was monstrous," they tried again,
"And now I'm a monster.." I whisper.All Rights Reserved

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𝔹𝕦𝕚𝕝𝕥 𝔽𝕠𝕣 𝕊𝕚𝕟 || TFATWS by cdjarinx

[ʙᴜᴄᴋʏ ʙᴀʀɴᴇꜱ x ᴏᴄ] ᴇʟɪᴢᴀ ɢᴀᴛᴇꜱ ᴡᴀꜱ ᴛᴀᴋᴇɴ ᴀɴᴅ ᴇxᴘᴇʀɪᴍᴇɴᴛᴇᴅ ᴏɴ ʙʏ ʜʏᴅʀᴀ ʏᴇᴀʀꜱ ᴀɢᴏ. ꜱʜᴇ ᴡᴀꜱ ɢɪᴠᴇɴ ᴛʜᴇ ꜱᴜᴘᴇʀ ꜱᴏʟᴅɪᴇʀ ꜱᴇʀᴜᴍ, ᴀɴᴅ ᴡᴀꜱ ᴏɴᴇ ᴏꜰ ᴛʜᴇ ꜰᴇᴡ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ꜱᴜʀᴠɪᴠᴇᴅ. ꜱʜᴇ ʙʀᴏᴋᴇ ꜰʀᴇᴇ ᴏꜰ ʜʏᴅʀᴀ'ꜱ ᴄᴏɴᴛʀᴏʟ ᴀɴᴅ ᴇꜱᴄᴀᴘᴇᴅ. ꜱʜᴇ ʜɪᴅ. ꜰᴏʀ ʏᴇᴀʀꜱ. ɴᴏᴡ, ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴏʀʟᴅ ᴍᴏᴜʀɴꜱ ᴛᴏɴʏ ꜱᴛᴀʀᴋ'ꜱ ᴅᴇᴀᴛʜ. ᴄᴀᴘᴛᴀɪɴ ᴀᴍᴇʀɪᴄᴀ ɪꜱ ᴍɪꜱꜱɪɴɢ. ɴᴀᴛᴀꜱʜᴀ ʀᴏᴍᴀɴᴏꜰꜰ ɪꜱ ɢᴏɴᴇ. ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ꜰᴇᴡ ʜᴇʀᴏ'ꜱ ʟᴇꜰᴛ. ~temporarily complete~ waiting to see what's next for Sam and Bucky - ᴛᴏ ᴄʟᴀʀɪꜰʏ ᴊᴏʜɴ ᴡᴀʟᴋᴇʀ ɪꜱ ɴᴏᴛ ᴍᴀʀʀɪᴇᴅ/ᴇɴɢᴀɢᴇᴅ ᴡʜᴀᴛᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜᴇ ᴡᴀꜱ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ꜱʜᴏᴡ, ɪɴ ᴛʜɪꜱ ꜱᴛᴏʀʏ - !!!!-ꜱᴇᴛ ᴅᴜʀɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴇ ꜰᴀʟᴄᴏɴ ᴀɴᴅ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡɪɴᴛᴇʀ ꜱᴏʟᴅɪᴇʀ-!!! i DO NOT own any marvel characters

Selfish (Bucky Barnes X OC) *revamped by maria_nunu

"So you just used me ?" I tried to hold back the tears but they just came out as rivers "No Manya, you don't understand" "All of you knew and you just used me and pretended to be my friends. You just wanted me for information, all of you never meant anything you said to me, when you told me we were family you just lied! I told you I would die for you Steve, and you Peter... you told me we were best friends and you ....." I said looking at Bucky sobbing trying to hold the rivers from my eyes "You told me you loved me! And all of it was a lie !" ******* Manya has been a spy from HYDRA for almost 14 years, she was tortured and changed into a monster, a killing weapon with supernatural powers. With a dark past She has an important mission. Kill The Avengers, and if she fails her life depends on it

Crave by kensy_lane

The Asset. Makes it sound like there was only one, doesn't it? One assassin, one soldier, one life stolen and taken over to be used as a tool for evil minds. There was never only one. Hydra's bloodstained hands, people called them. And once one's hands have been bathed in blood so many times, it's near impossible to look at the skin and not see red. Yet, when Hydra has been pushed out into the open by the Avengers there's the slightest flicker of hope for the asset left behind. You see, I never had a Steve Rogers. No one is looking for me. The only person I've ever had is the one I was trapped with, the one that's now free. The one who, if he finds me, I will surely destroy. I DON'T OWN THE AVENGERS OR MARVEL, ONLY THE CHARACTERS AND SITUATIONS I CREATE.

Love, Star || Bucky Barnes. the Winter soldier by RedhairedPadfoot

"Excuse me do I know you?" she asked shaking the soldier's hand "no I don't think we have met before" Still, they both felt that sense of deja vu ~*~ Growing up with hydra was hard Forgetting everything about it was even harder Because she forgot him. what happens when you forget the one you were supposed to remember? ~*~ CURRENTLY WORKING ON SEQUEL!!!

Hell Bound by indigoxumbrella

Start by pulling him out of the fire and hoping that he will forget the smell. He was supposed to be an angel but they took him from that light and turned him into something hungry, something that forgets what his hands are for when they aren't shaking. When is a monster not a monster? Oh, when you love it. Warnings: Graphic depictions of violence, wounds/injury, death, adult language, adult content, mentions of SA

Ice Cold by tabbykirt

"Why couldn't I just have a normal life?" I used to be normal but now.... I know i'm not. Not after what they did. I was a monster now. It's all their fault. I can only be happy that he saved me before it was too late. Who knows what could've happened. He kept telling be I wasn't a monster. But we both knew that that was a lie. I was nothing but a monster. Started Nov. 27, 2020 Ended Dec. 17, 2020

Broken Soldiers | Bucky Barnes x OC by aicevr

"Just you" he whispered, swallowing as he bobbed his head down, "There's nothing in my head but you" he softly chuckled, making her heart literally stop. "What ?" the word escaped her lips before she could even think about it. It was barely even a whisper, so quiet she was not sure he had even heard it. He took a few steps forward and suddenly, it was like she had forgotten how to move. "I... remember nothing but you. It's just you and nothing else. I-" he suddenly stopped talking and looked up to the ceiling, licking his lips as if he was searching for the words or even cursing himself. - Bucky Barnes (the Winter Soldier) x OC enemies to lovers (as we all like) or more like forced partners/enemies to friends with annoyance to lovers with extreme angst btw, this follows the movie so don't expect some Avengers all eating breakfast around a table and having movie nights while eating pizzas

History - Bucky Barnes by Heartst0pp3d

That was the last conversation I had with Steve. If I had known it would be the last I would've said more. I would've told him I loved him, I would've told him to be careful, I would've fought for him to stay knowing he wouldn't. Once again I'm left there frozen. It's funny isn't it, I've spent most of my life in a blur. Always feeling lost. I always had Steve or Bucky to pull me out but not anymore. They're both gone. Everything that made me, me. I'm left alone. It's been a few hours since Peggy told me about Steve. I couldn't tell you the day or the time. Judging by the lack of light outside I assume it's around 2-3am. I refuse to believe I've lost them both. I can't. I won't. Steve could've very well have survived the crash. He's a super soldier, I mean he can't get drunk for god sakes. They'll all think I'm crazy or delusional, In denial. I have to do this on my own.

Winter's Labours (Winter Soldier X OC) by MaxineWilliams3

"The hardest part about survival is not surviving. The hardest part is to find a reason to keep living once there is no longer any danger threatening your life. When you become your own predator. Your mind baring its teeth like a wounded wolf would." HYDRA is all she has ever known. Without it, she has to learn to know herself. AU: Post Captain America the Winter Soldier. TW: graphic depiction of violence, strong language, child abuse, torture, sexual content, gore, and mental health issues. Please be careful when reading. **text in italics refers to thoughts, dreams, memories.**** ***ALL RIGHTS*** for all characters/images/likeness are owed and trademarked by Disney, Marvel Cinematic Universe, Stan Lee, and their rightful proprietary owners. Story and Original Characters are owned by me, all rights reserved. Reminder: I'm just a fan having some fun and creative license, please do not sue me.

$Don't you hate me {y/n x Bucky enemies to lovers} by Spidie__tom$

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𝔹𝕦𝕚𝕝𝕥 𝔽𝕠𝕣 𝕊𝕚𝕟 || TFATWS

[ʙᴜᴄᴋʏ ʙᴀʀɴᴇꜱ x ᴏᴄ] ᴇʟɪᴢᴀ ɢᴀᴛᴇꜱ ᴡᴀꜱ ᴛᴀᴋᴇɴ ᴀɴᴅ ᴇxᴘᴇʀɪᴍᴇɴᴛᴇᴅ ᴏɴ ʙʏ ʜʏᴅʀᴀ ʏᴇᴀʀꜱ ᴀɢᴏ. ꜱʜᴇ ᴡᴀꜱ ɢɪᴠᴇɴ ᴛʜᴇ ꜱᴜᴘᴇʀ ꜱᴏʟᴅɪᴇʀ ꜱᴇʀᴜᴍ, ᴀɴᴅ ᴡᴀꜱ ᴏɴᴇ ᴏꜰ ᴛʜᴇ ꜰᴇᴡ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ꜱᴜʀᴠɪᴠᴇᴅ. ꜱʜᴇ ʙʀᴏᴋᴇ ꜰʀᴇᴇ ᴏꜰ ʜʏᴅʀᴀ'ꜱ ᴄᴏɴᴛʀᴏʟ ᴀɴᴅ ᴇꜱᴄᴀᴘᴇᴅ. ꜱʜᴇ ʜɪᴅ. ꜰᴏʀ ʏᴇᴀʀꜱ. ɴᴏᴡ, ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴏʀʟᴅ ᴍᴏᴜʀɴꜱ ᴛᴏɴʏ ꜱᴛᴀʀᴋ'ꜱ ᴅᴇᴀᴛʜ. ᴄᴀᴘᴛᴀɪɴ ᴀᴍᴇʀɪᴄᴀ ɪꜱ ᴍɪꜱꜱɪɴɢ. ɴᴀᴛᴀꜱʜᴀ ʀᴏᴍᴀɴᴏꜰꜰ ɪꜱ ɢᴏɴᴇ. ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ꜰᴇᴡ ʜᴇʀᴏ'ꜱ ʟᴇꜰᴛ. ~temporarily complete~ waiting to see what's next for Sam and Bucky - ᴛᴏ ᴄʟᴀʀɪꜰʏ ᴊᴏʜɴ ᴡᴀʟᴋᴇʀ ɪꜱ ɴᴏᴛ ᴍᴀʀʀɪᴇᴅ/ᴇɴɢᴀɢᴇᴅ ᴡʜᴀᴛᴇᴠᴇʀ ʜᴇ ᴡᴀꜱ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ꜱʜᴏᴡ, ɪɴ ᴛʜɪꜱ ꜱᴛᴏʀʏ - !!!!-ꜱᴇᴛ ᴅᴜʀɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴇ ꜰᴀʟᴄᴏɴ ᴀɴᴅ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡɪɴᴛᴇʀ ꜱᴏʟᴅɪᴇʀ-!!! i DO NOT own any marvel characters