I Just Want You
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I'm Lilian Jobes, but call me Lily and welcome to my rollercoaster life.
It sucks to be the new kid but I think I'll live. With new people in my life, some I hate, some I love and some I wouldn't mind kissing all day, it shouldn't be that bad right?
So there's this male specimen I really like like and want, at least that's what I think. Things change up and now I don't know what I want. Indecisive? I know! Maybe somewhere in my heart I actually do know what I want.
The heart wants what it wants right?
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