GRUNGE AESTHETIC // phan
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MatureOngoing22m
Last published Sun, Nov 22, 2020
But when you float above my body; standing up right above me.
I don't feel so lonely, lonely.
tw ; drugs, smoking, death, suicide, lots of bad stuff.
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