You truly don't know how difficult it is to meet someone you can NOT have. It's like a knife puncturing your heart but not finishing the job, leaving you there in agony to bleed out slowly. And that's what it felt like when I met Matt.
Matt's not the jock of the football team, or a straight A student either. He's right in the middle. He plays baseball but he's not the star, and he gets good grades. He has that winning smile that ever girl falls for. That hair that looks so soft but I wouldn't dare touch. That body that only guys dream of achieving. And a girlfriend that just so happens to be my best friend. Catherine or Cathy is what I and a few others call her.
What am I going to do? Every day Cathy talks about him. And it makes me want him more.
I can't refrain myself anymore. I want him. So bad.
"Growing up around fairytales, Disney princesses and teen films, we are raised to believe that happy endings are always in store for us. But more often than not, reality sinks in, and the happy ending doesn't occur. Especially in high school. The main reason I liked this book so much was because it was so real. It was a love that was destined to crumble from the start, and yet, you kept pushing your luck. We've all been there. The late night texts from your crush waking you up to talk about nothing, the unexpected butterflies when you see him, the gross flaws he possess that you don't seem to notice, or the small things he does that turn you on. Most importantly, we learn that love truly is blind. We're unobservant to the world around us when our teenage love obsession is staring down at us with those big, brown, adorable eyes of theirs. And then when we wake up from this dream-like state that is a first love, we realize that he's not this perfect, older, mature man... but this boy."