Pain (bxb)

I lost my mother when I was 8. My only friend turned his back on me. I had no friends. I was bullied at school. And the worst thing was my father abused me.

I didn't know why in the world I had to go through these horrible things in my life. I kept asking myself if I deserved these. I never chose to become a gay. I never wanted to be hated and hurt by everyone. Nobody loved me. No one cared about me. I was hopeless. I wanted to die.