The Crazy World Of A Struggled Teen

Dear Diary, January 6 2016
It's 3:53 p.m and I'm sitting in last period thinking what I'm going to run into today. I'm still upset about my bestfriend death. He died right in my arms just 2 months ago. His name was Jay we've been friends since pre-school. He got shot November 23rd 2015. He was gun downed mixed in some gang violence his brother put him in. I'm recently been dating this boy name Tydaris since March 7 2015. Crazy thing about it was Jay never accept our relationship. Mann I Miss him I'm all alone now. My mom just add on to the problem. She works an good hours job which is not the problem. The problem is her new boyfriend he's so annoying. My dad died when I was 11,I'm 16 now going on 17 in 3 months. I go to Hellier High School ,I'm a senior ,I live in sacramento california,I have a little sister she's 7 months and a dog name Max,I also have a twin sister but we were separated at birth. I might be planning to go to college for a medical