Saoirse Mcdonnell is just another 18 year old girl tipping along through life when she has to move to America from Ireland with her mother for a year.
Saoirse is free spirited and although quite a gregarious girl she tends to avoid emotionally restrictive and intimate relationships. She cannot tolerate people being overly emotionally possessive of her.
"It was easier back home, they knew, everyone knew I didn't do relationships and seriousness, they understood, my friends understood, everything was fine before I moved here, Here nobody understands, that nothing happened to me, I haven't been fucked over countless times to make me this way, Im not scared of anything, I just don't believe in love. I don't believe in being able to love stronger then the love for my family and my friends. Don't get be wrong sure I've fallen in love before, but just like when you fall to the ground, you get back up and carrying on with what you were doing, when you fall in love, you get up sooner or later and carry on with life, Love is a hoax, others may believe it, I don't, so go ahead, call me a bitch, call me fucked up, I don't fucking care"
Follow Saoirse on her journey, watch yourself, love her and hate her, wanting to hug her and wanting to slap her silly.
" Im just one girl, you'll get over it, once you find a girl to get under"
*scenes of mature content*
Imagine having to go through something so horrifying that no one thought you could ever be the same. Then someone comes along to prove them wrong.
For Amber, having Damien Beliena walk into her life was something she never thought could happen. But she never imagined having her first love happen so fast either.
An emotionally revved up roller coaster ride that is filled with love, betrayal, acceptance, friendship and anything else in this not so ordinary teenage girl's life that could go in any direction as she discovers that not one thing alone can define you nor should you let it.
Just a little shoutout out to @consciousdreamer1 for the gorgeous cover. I love youuuuuu. Go check out her books they are awesome! (Not to mention her covers )
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Excerpt
"I'm sorry I was born. I'm sorry that you have to love someone like me."
"Don't say that," he said. "You shouldn't be sorry for any of those things because you're not a monster. You're not worthless. You're so much more."
"If you say you're sorry, you're apologizing for yourself being brought into this world. I would get down on my knees and say thank you. Thank you for bringing Amber into my life. I love you, and that's something I will never apologize for."