Off Camera | Phan
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Last published Mon, Nov 6, 2017
when phil lester comes out as gay, dan howell doesn't take it very lightly
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chapter titles song titles <3
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cover art made by @emkabob
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triggers:
-slurs + other homophobia
-bullying
-mention of suicide
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