"When I play I don't feel anything, I'm free." That is how everyone in my family would describe athletics. But I doesn't feel that, when I hears the word "sport," I think, boring, useless, and painful. I do feel free whenever I'm playing my violin. The thing is I'm not supposed to be playing instruments. I took one away when I was six and if they find out I might not be able to transfer out of Pila tomorrow.
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Meet Melody (Mel) Rogers, the musician? In Mel's country you get labeled into two groups, that decide your job and education. Pilla's are people who are physically trained and normal get sent to work in the military or police departments. Or Cantatio, people who learn the art of music and performance. Typically people follow what ever group there parents are in but Mel knows she's Cantatio but she has grown up in a household of Pila's. She is what they would call a prodigy with music but it's illegal for her to even touch an instrument. So how does she know she's so good?
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Okay so if ANY of this connects to your life, names, schools, issues, ect. Then I'm compleatly sorry. None of this is based off anything (especially names).
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Ella is falling apart trying to live a "perfect" high school life. Then she meets Ren, who can see past her scars. Suddenly perfection isn't her only option.
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Ella Volkov is a gifted music student, but she's depressed and starting to crack under the pressure of high school. Her overbearing father won't even let her choose what instrument she plays. Then she finds herself alone at a party with Ren, her best friend's crush. She'd always thought he was rude, but after that night he's all Ella can think about. Now she's trapped. If Ella dates Ren, it will ruin her friendship with Jenny. But if she stays true to Jenny, she's losing the one person who can see past her scars. It's up to Ella to decide if she will forge her own path, or stay in the "perfect" box designed for her...
Content and/or Trigger Warning: depression, anxiety, self-harm, violence, sexual assault.
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