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I Feel Lost Inside Myself

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"My head is a cluttered mess of darkness. I am a thinker. Not a speaker. I have never been good with words, unless I am putting them on pages. . " - Ezekiel Moore

The New beach house is enough inspiration for Emma's art when she moves from the comfort of her parents home to attend one of the worlds best art schools. Emma knew that living on her own wasn't going to be easy, Refreshing yes, but no not easy. Things seem to complicate more and more in Emma's life. Not like she ever imagined when she meets the guy that tugs her heart strings like no other.....There is just one problem. He's a cold blooded serial killer....

 A heart dropping, terror-stricken and heart warming love story. You wont be disappointed with this new series,
Read the first story "I feel lost inside myself" and you are sure to be hooked.

Written in first person and through the perspective's of both main characters.All Rights Reserved

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I Feel Lost Inside Myself
Tue, Jul 2, 2013

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I Feel Lost Inside Myself
Tue, Jul 2, 2013

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Before She Even Knows

''There is only one thing crossing my mind right now. If he hates me so much, then why the hell is he kissing me back?'' ----------------------- Emma White has always been kind of a loner. Her mother died giving birth to her and her father never really cared, always working in his successful company. That's why she decides to go to a college away from home, something she's been dreaming of since she can remember. However, what happens when at her very first day on campus, she crosses path with Noah Allen? He is rich, popular, cold, rude and a player just to start with. No surprise she calls him Mr. Grumpy. What is driving her insane though is that he's only too cold when it comes to her. After some not so pleasant moments and lots of glares, she tells herself that the best is to stay away from him, but it won't be that easy. After a disastrous kiss and hidden jealousy, she finds herself deeply involved into what is this frustrating boy. Add to that the fact that he is her roommates' childhood best friend and you can see drama from miles away. Noah claims to hate her ever since they met, and he doesn't mean her first day of college. He remembers her just fine from a couple of years ago and all the feelings are back. He knows she doesn't remember him and he'll use this as his leverage to do what he has to do. It's what he promised his father and himself, even if it means he has to pretend to care for her. All he cares is his family business. At least it's what he tells himself, until the feelings start getting too mixed and he ends up thinking of her more than he should. Maybe it's not all about business after all. He knows their history started before she even knows, what he didn't expect was for her to be so different from what he has always believed.