Why Am I Alive?
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Last published Thu, Mar 17, 2016
Ashley Finn is a 15 year old teen, that is struggling from Major Depression and Anxiety. She is a shy girl and thought she was ok but, she never told anyone about her trouble as her world starts to change. Everyday something brought down more and more. She never knew death might be an answer.
This May Contains: Depression- Suicide, Cutting, Blood, Pain and etc..., Sexual Content and Mild Language.
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