Why Am I Alive?
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Last published Thu, Mar 17, 2016
Ashley Finn is a 15 year old teen, that is struggling from Major Depression and Anxiety. She is a shy girl and thought she was ok but, she never told anyone about her trouble as her world starts to change. Everyday something brought down more and more. She never knew death might be an answer.
This May Contains: Depression- Suicide, Cutting, Blood, Pain and etc..., Sexual Content and Mild Language.
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This story features a teenage girl called Ashley who is really insecure and doesn't feel that she fits in. She has the support of everyone around her yet the feeling of doubt keeps on creeping up on her. Can she overcome this with the help of family and friends? Or will she torture herself endlessly over her impurities?
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