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"Just try it, it will feel amazing." She said wiggling it in front of my face. "Ew, God no." I replied, knocking it under the car seat "You're such a prude man" She snapped, getting out of the car. 
    
    Aspen carter, the  baby of the bunch .He's never went on a date , never had sex or even kissed someone before . In his defense it's so he can stay focused on getting into a great college,  to become a chef. Well that takes a turn for the worst when he's finally fed up with his best-friends brother taunts and decides to take matters into his own hands . With an obsession with monkey bread  and two overwhelming best friends. Aspen tries his best to make it out of high school in one piece. Well, maybe a few scratches wouldn't hurt.

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{ #1 } I Was Shooting For The Moon, I Hit Two Stars (MxMxM || 18+) by Snape75

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Even In Pieces [bxb] by the_typewriter_ink

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The Snowy-haired Genius by _Lost-in-stars_

Jason Williams didn't think going out to dinner with his family was going to be any different than usual. Comments about his sexuality, some teasing from his brothers, and lots of paparazzi. You know, nothing strange at all. But a fight with his father made Jason storm out of the restaurant, down an alleyway, and suddenly his life isn't the usual anymore. He woke up in an unfamiliar dark room, and a handsome boy opened his door to explain. The snowy-haired genius was holding him captive until he got what he wanted. Life couldn't be worse. Warning: This book contains mental issues such as depression, schizophrenia, and others. If you're sensitive to that kind of thing, then you should probably think twice before reading this. Of course, if you want to read it and you're sensitive, I'm not stopping you. This book only touches upon the subjects; It doesn't go deep into suicide attempts and voices. Remember despite the hate these mental illnesses receive, I believe you. Mental illnesses are no joke, they're not something I try to use for views. I am not hating on the illnesses. I know it's hard, but they are relevant to the book so I had to include them. If you're feeling depressed, please talk to a counsellor. Or, if you're too scared for that, I'll happily listen and give you advice. Thank you! (I needed to include this because I didn't want people thinking I thought the mental illnesses were stupid. I don't, I promise. I love you, and I need you to keep fighting!)

The birth of the Blue Phoenix - Book 2 (MxM 18+) by Fhanth

I was supposed to be the happiest guy! Even after my parents kicked me out for being gay, I had a wonderful boyfriend who took me in. Except life isn't a fairy tale and someone along the way stole my happily-ever-after. When fate eventually makes me cross path with my savior, my Daddy, I am determined to never fall again in the trap that love is, only to discover that you can't control this kind of feelings. My name is Zach and this is the story of how I went from broken boy to a confident and exuberant one. The only one who managed to bend the resolutions of the man who had sworn love away of his life. I must be one of the happiest men on Earth! Owner of a discotheque which hides a BDSM club, I enjoy a different Submissive every night for steamy hot sex. What can I say, I'm a kinky guy! Although deep down, I only have meaningless one-night stands because I am afraid to destroy the people I love. When fate makes me cross path with my Baby, I am determined to never succumb to the feelings this sweet boy is awakening inside me. My name is Aiden and this is the story of how a crazy boy subdued my heart.

King's Guard by howtosellmysoul

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The Naughty List | MxM by ElijahDiva

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Built For Pleasure by crypticsbitch

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Love me, Dominate me, Or both (mxb) by DawnlyDawn

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Faded Embers by thriving-13

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Call me kitten (boyxboy love) ✓ by _Pretty-please

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