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Beautifully Insane

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Reads 172
Votes 19
Parts 13
Time 26m

Trapped in a hurting world, she is addicted to her own pain. Like heroin she just cant let go... Memories of her past flood her head and stab her heart. Having been through many troubles Alex seems strong, but is she really? Take a look inside this mysterious poetic girls mind. Get some insight on deep feelings and opinions of Alex Jane. Her mind in the clouds, heart in an abyss of black ink; Alex explains things in deep meaning and digs into the meaning of life. Maybe her life will change in a flash... but for better or worse?All Rights Reserved

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