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This story follows the life of Xander Reese (Yes, I used my own name) in some pretty tragic life circumstances. Xander has always seen the world as a dark pool of anger and war that should be wiped away. By his logic, there is no God. No loving God would allow a world like this to exist, where pain and fear runs everything. Will his views be changed by the end of his life journey?
Who knows.
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