The Fuck?

This story follows the life of Xander Reese (Yes, I used my own name) in some pretty tragic life circumstances. Xander has always seen the world as a dark pool of anger and war that should be wiped away. By his logic, there is no God. No loving God would allow a world like this to exist, where pain and fear runs everything. Will his views be changed by the end of his life journey?
Who knows.
Not currently finished.