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Black Lights

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anxious breakup dark depression teen

It felt like heaven at the start
you gave me hope for the most part
and you drew the perfect art
and it's funny
I knew from the start that everything
will fall apart and you're going to leave me
with a bleeding heart 
but I went deeper and the choice wasn't smart
but I kept digging my own fall
a war that will be lost 
and in what cost?!



...Fall apart
break the lights
what do you fight for
there's nothing to cry for
it always ends with a cold soul...



Gave you my soul 
you threw a knife at me
gave you my all
but you just built a wall
it ends with nonsense 
and your words makes no sense
fall and keep falling you said
you're useless so let it all end



...
Fall apart
break the lights
what do you fight for
there's nothing to cry for
it always ends with a cold soul...



nothing lasts forever 
but I hoped for too much from heaven 
love is temporary
but hate is beyond the cemeteries 
you left me dead ,you left me bleeding 
for others you're seeking 
for the other you're seeking.All Rights Reserved

anxious breakup dark depression teen

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