It all started on my birthday, when I go to my cousin Alex's. I haven't seen him nor my grandfather in 4 years, so I was quite excited. I noticed how I was taken away from the part of the family I could relate to, which makes me quite upset. Now I've been more rebellious, and oppositional than ever. I'm honestly getting to the point where I don't care, close to rock bottom with my thoughts.All Rights Reserved