Control (Hunter X Hunter LS)
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Last published Sun, Mar 20, 2016
I'm bigger than my body.
"I'm so much more than what you see before you, so much more."
I'm colder than this home.
"Cage me up all you like, but I'll just disappear like the light behind your eyes."
I'm meaner than my demons.
"I just wanted a little chaos. Was that too much to ask?"
I'm bigger than these bones.
"It's not my physical form you should fear, Joker."
And all the kids cried out, "Please stop, you're scaring me".
"There's nothing to fear, but fear itself. Therefore. You should fear me."
I can't help this awful energy.
"If I could be as good as you, I would. I really would."
Goddamn right, you should be scared of me.
"You can run. But I'll always be right behind you."
Who is in control? - Except from Control By Halsy
Black is my favorite shade.
It feeds into my Necrophilia, as I dance under the needle-like rain.
My emotions were fleeting, my soul made it's home in the Moon.
As it fled from my bloodshot eyes.
Roll the thunder down my back, as the cold sinks into every crack.
That leave me vulnerable inside, out.
The dew of morning shook from my lips, as I shout the words on my tongues tip.
I've been stuck in wait just heal you.
Get to feel you.
Touch the real you.
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