He Even Hurts HIMSELF. (Triggers)
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"Piece of shit." "Loner." "Worthless." "Scum." "Unwanted." "They gave up on you." "You'll never have friends." "You'll never satisfy anyone." "They all hate you." "Get lost." "No one wants to be with you." "No one cares."
WARNING: Mentions Suicide, Self Harm and Depression. (TRIGGERS)
Absolutely Does Not Contain: Incestious Relationships!!
NOT MY ART- Credit to the owner of the art work.
{Story written by: Kiersten (@trypanophobia )}
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