People usually have the best past and present memories that you can recall anytime, and by remembering it makes you want to smile and be like that again. But . . . everything about that was upside down to him. He had, perhaps remembered the good times with his mother but soon, crushed by the disaster that happened to him and sooner his sanity was taken from him, make him do things that a person can't do. Even if it got to the point where he'll kill someone just to obtain what he wants the most. What he desires the most. If he can't achieve it even in a little chance, he'll forever be, Alone . . . In the Dark.