Is this love or hate
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Last published Thu, May 22, 2014
Is this love or is it hate What would you do if the guy you where falling for suddenly stopped talking to you and you don't know why you think you have done something wrong because one day your fine then the next your not you find your self thinking of him and only him your only focus in class is him you cry at night sometimes wondering what happened you ask him if he hates you he sees the message and replies with no then he don't message back :( you start thinking that he's the only one and that you need him when your friends are telling you to get over him and one friend is telling you that it will be okay and helping you out when you help her through her problems too you too seem to become close and seem to start doing everything together you and your best-friend start fading apart.
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