Edward x reader

Love is hard, Destiny can't be rewritten and Fate is always tragic MAY REWRITE

This is a reupload because this book was originally taken down, never notified or anything like that. First chapter has more about the book and such and such Also on: Ao3 This version has pictures of scenery while the Ao3 version does not.

Evasion from the past - please, don't look behind us, past is trying to catch up - just keep running, it's chasing you. -- Trigger warnings -- - Mention of eating disorders - Mention of sexual abuse - Abusive relationships - Boy in girl's clothes - Death threatens - Panic attacks - Kidnapping - Self harm - Violence - Guns 93k words Written in a collab with @mb_jacob July 25th, 2021 - August 29th, 2021.

You and the Elric Brothers were great friends when you were younger. But after they attempted human transmutation, they burned their house down and left to recover what they lost. Although you missed them dearly, you knew it was better to support them from afar. Now, after many years apart from them, you find a chance to see them again. The rebellion in Lior. You were desperate to speak to them, especially Ed, but not long after the two of you reunite, you disappear. There's only one place Ed will find you. In the city under Central. Based off the 2003 anime, not Brotherhood (it's not going to have the same ending, don't worry). CONTAINS MAJOR SPOILERS EVEN THOUGH IT'S NOT COMPLETELY LIKE THE ANIME. YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED. Does contain feels (I think).

My past is my worst enemy. I will learn to forget, someone will save me, it's not like I haven't been saved before. Run again, hide again, feel the pain again. Why do the people I love fall before my eyes, the only ones I care about disappear. My alchemy is just an attempt at protecting myself, crystallisation is useless for helping me. What does it matter, they'll save me. The Elric brothers.

The world where I am born is cruel. My country, this so small country, Amestris, is leaded by war, in hope peace would come one day. My first friendship was ruined by this world, by this life. Why does sickness exist? Why does pain exist? But even so, I feel happy, somehow, to be alive in this world. Because if I was dead, I wouldn't have lived those amazing adventures, with my amazing friends! -Karen Mustang- I DO NOT OWN FMA OR ITS CHARACTERS!! ONLY my OC and few other ones ^^

**COMPLETE \ REWRITE** Mistakes are meant to be made, but not the ones that can create a never ending nightmare. Y/n has committed the ultimate sin leaving her to her own demise and guilt that will continuously build up till she cracks. She's bounded by the hell she created and is forced to stay silent in order to keep those memories at bay. But slowly she wishes for it all to end. Either by death or by freedom, she wants it all to go away. It is hard to see someone suffering even when they make their priority to hide it from you. Edward Elric understands this all too well and is determined to make things right. He's determined to achieve his goal. And is determined to keep his demons inside--no one needs to know how his mistake is effecting him too. Both are in the midst of their own nightmares doing what they can to fight against it. But one is slowly giving up, allowing their hell consume them. The other will do whatever they can to free them--to make them whole again. Even if it meant taking on all the terrors and guilt he would do it all. *+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+* Highest ranking: #1 in FMA & FMAB!! Thank you everyone!! XD WARNING: some chapters will contain self-harm and other mature scenes and topics. If uncomfortable don't read and don't complain about me not warning you. I DON'T OWN FULLMETAL ALCHEMIST NOR THE CHARACTERS! HIMORU ARAKAWA OWNS THIS WONDERFUL ANIME! THIS IS A WORK OF FANFICTION Started Aug 11, 2017 Completed: Feb 24, 2019 REWRITWE: Dec 14, 2021

Rewriting

Law and Order SVU Bensler hurt!comfort (taylor's version) bc I couldn't resist :P TWs for the usual topics that come up in SVU and also generally for emotionally distressing content bc I live for broken people who fix each other lol