Pain. Beautiful Pain.
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MatureOngoing24m
Last published Fri, Nov 11, 2016
My life and the connection to sports.
I might not be talking to much about sports but everything connects.
What are sports?
What do sports have to do with my life?
My life shaped me into the human and athlete I am.
With anger, determination, blood, sweat, tears, no fear and most importantly heart.
What events shaped me into this?
Well that's exactly why I wrote this.
People come to me and say your life is hard, tough, terrible, mean, messed up etcetera and then they proceed to say I'm strong and a great person for getting through it and stuff like that.
But I like to think of it as interesting.
I like to say everything happens for a reason.
There are people who have it worse, so I'll be great-full as we all should try to be.
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