Everything has a beginning

An average teenager stuck in a desk at school. He was asked to write a composition but he wasn't in the right mood to do it though he tried. With no ideas what so ever about what he should write de decided to write about himself. After he had opened his pen he started to draw letters on the paper starting him composition with "An average teenager stuck in a desk at school." As he was doing this he had the feeling that time passes by him and he cannot do anything about it. He felt that the moment when he wrote "n" from "now" had already been eaten by the past as he moves on to the next letter. He had this feeling before but this time it made him think about the past. Why wasn't he in the right mood to write he loves to do it al the time. Hardly had I asked myself this when the answer popped into my mind, but i wasn't proud of that answer, truth can be so harsh sometimes.
"I will die with no regrets", he used to say this a lot as a kid. If I said it now I would only lie to myself, or at least, I would try to. He didn't manage to finish his composition that day but he put up his mind to do it, so here he is, Tuesday, seven to eleven. If he had done it he would have been able to sleep right now but, he hates to write in a bad manner, and despite the fact that he wants so badly to sleep right now he keeps writing.