"Oh momma I don't know what to do I feel numb"I say wiping away some tears and then continuing"momma s..she dea...d"I let out a shaking breath.
Nobody seems to get you, you feel you're on your own,
But listen, pretty lady, you don't have to be alone.
So, baby, don't cut, baby, don't cut.
You can do anything, just promise baby you won't cut.
I know your heart is hurting, you think the road has end,
You may just feel that blade you're holding is your only friend.
But baby don't cut, baby don't cut.
You can do anything, just promise baby you won't cu
After Ella tried to commit suicide she is in the hospital. The choice of stay in a mental institution or being taking care of by someone is on the table for Ella but there's a twist With her dad working long hours and her brother Ethan has got a scholarship no one she around to look after her. Who will look after? This is the story of two broken souls trying to fix each other and the ups and downs they will face.
Elliot's partner was his whole world, but after Allan's death, his ghost haunts Elliot's dreams. Everyone tells Elliot to move on, but he isn't sure he can.
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It's been a year since the love of Elliot's life, Allan, passed away. Everyone thinks he should have recovered after that much time, but Allan still haunts Elliot every night. He struggles to maintain relationships with his family, and despite a coworkers interest he can't summon up the courage to date. Elliot is living for the past, because to live for the present means he'll have to live with a hole in his heart. But the question Elliot has to face chases him through his monotonous days: is mourning Allan with everything he has truly living?
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