"It's not fair that I have to sit here, and aimlessly wait on you. I don't even know if your coming back, but I still wait!" I screamed at him before running inside and slamming the door behind me.
Looking back, I can see he's standing out in the rain throwing rocks at the concrete. I can here him muttering some words, but he's too distant for me to hear clearly.
After about an hour I look back to see him sitting on my curb, "Babe, I'm sorry. I'm sorry I never text you when I leave, im sorry I leave for so long. Im sorry I'm horrible at being a boyfriend. I'm so sorry." He whimpered as he turns to look at me.
"I know, it's just that I miss you, and I feel like you don't care. Mason I don't think you understand how much you really do mean to me," He approached the door, not breaking eye contact with me.
"without you, I'm hollow."
Nixon is the 3rd book in the Broken Series. (Ryan is the 1st, Brynn is the 2nd)
Nixon leaves rehab early because he can't deal with being there anymore. His sister Kelis finds someone in need of a roommate so he moves in with the girl and gives her his middle name, Lucas. He quickly becomes addicted to the girl and once he gets one taste he's done for. He warns her about his past, about his name, but she ignores all the red flags, not realizing exactly how intertwined she is with the people from his past. He becomes enamored with her, feels like she was made for him while still battling the demons of his past and soon it all becomes too much for him to handle. He makes a heartbreaking decision, thinking it's what's best for both of them and everything changes.
Trigger/Content Warning: this book contains mature content, talks of suicide, mental and physical abuse, selfharm, drug use, and addiction
Cover designed by Anastasia Wright