I love him. God I love him so much it hurts. But he loves her. and I'm just a hopeless romantic waiting for my chance at love. doesn't look like that's going to happen.
I call this a beautiful journey of my lifeless existence. I don't know what's happening, but I seem to be living my life all over again, in my mind. It feels so real but seems like a dream to me. I'm confused, lost, worried, but I hope to find answers to what truly went wrong.