I still remember the day, when everything was okay.
I still remember the time, when you were all mine.
I still remember the moments, when I had so many opponents
Who just wanted to use you and throw you away.
Did you even love me or were you just pretending?
Were you using all my money, like all those fucking children?
Tell me more, tell me more, tell me more, I wanna know
Cause every fucking single day, I started loving you even more.
The question in my mind is why did you leave me?
All day, all night long I just think like crazy.
Did something go wrong or what is it baby?
At least give me a reason, you beautiful lady.
You can't just leave me like that, I'm not even so bad.
Your friends call me a loser but you know it, I'm not that.
I think I've always loved you and I think I always will.
But now this feeling, it's just trying to kill.
If you ever loved me, you will come back.
Our love will be a movie, where we fight till the last.
I don't want to insult you, by writing this rap.
All i can say is, Its time to come back.
Do you even miss me? Do you even care?
Are you fucking over me? Cause this ain't fair.
What about the memories? What about the love?
People trying to bring me down, but I won't give up.
Every time, on my mind all I have is you.
Not able to get the fact, that I'm not loving you.
Do you even know how much I miss you?
They told me that you never loved me,
Thats not true...
All the guys who used to bitch, are now trying to get your kiss.
You don't even know how this is, cause they just want to touch those tits.
I don't know how to explain you this, but one day you will notice it.
So till that time, lets fuck this shit and wait for you to realise it.
So If you ever loved me, you will come back.
Our love will be a movie, where we fight till the last.
I don't want to insult you, by writing this rap.
All i can say is, Its time to come back.
"A warning to the people
The Good and The Evil
This is WAR
To the Soldier
The Civilian
The Martyr
The Victim
It's the moment of Truth and Lies
The moment to Live and Die
The moment to FIGHT?"
The things you said to me, that this will keep me safe if I just listened. They were all just lies from the start. All of them.
Do you know how it feels like to be stabbed in the back.
Of course you don't.
Why bother asking?
Being stabbed repeatedly and then being asked if you're okay? Blood running down your back, then being stabbed again after being asked that question?
That's all you can do
I trusted you,
I protected you,
I almost gave up my life for you!
This is all you can do,
Just use me like you always do.
NOT ANYMORE
I've learned a few new TRICKS
Are you proud of me?
I hope you are.
You're the reason why I blocked out all emotions from the world. The reason you think I'm still happy when I'm not. The reason why I'm here.
You don't remember him don't you?
He's still apart of me, but not you.
You MADE me like!
That's was so much fun.
Making sure I was always ripped apart while you're stood in one piece.
The promises you've broken,
The judgement no one bothered to tell you,
The so called friends you have.
It's all over now.I've covered for you long enough, all those years ago when I was still sane.
I'll pretend to be happy for you, I'll pretend to be your good old pal.
Oh I will.
I'll just show you all those pretty little white lies that you LOVE so much. I'll sprinkle them on top of you, I'll show you how much pain you've caused me.
I'll bring them all back!
Of course I'll be in your shadows, I'm always in there. Being mistreated and abused for you, of course! I'll make sure to add in some cuts and bruises for ya.
I'll be your fucking shadow alright, I'll be it and make sure you fly close to the sun.
You're afriad of the dark.
You shouldn't be sweetie.
You shouldn't be afraid of the dark,
You should be afriad what's in it.