When It Mattered ✔️
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Kate_Marr
Complete, First published Mar 13, 2016
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"I don't know, Gracie. That's the point. I don't know why I'm willing to feel how much you broke my f*cking heart every minute we're together just so I can be with you. It's not logical. But I am. I would sit through a hundred of these horrible drives just to be with you."  

..................

Once a heart has been broken, can it ever really heal? 

G + E = Forever

But then Gracie Allen had her heart crushed and Ethan Bennett had his shattered. 

G + E = Forever For Never


After one fluke letter being published in a magazine about said heartbreak, coincidentally the heartbreaker himself comes back. But is it a mere coincidence? Could it be fates way of telling Gracie that, maybe, not all heartbreaks are permanent. And maybe love, however wrong it feels to your brain, isn't logical. It's chemical. 

With words left unsaid, secrets untold, and a popular weekly column of anonymous crap advice written by a hypocrite, can one university student rise to the challenge that Ethan holds, or will she fall away into dust from all that used to be?

It might take one hell of a bridge to build, but when love is waiting on the other side, maybe it's worth it to try. 

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Okay, so a few words before you get into this. I DON'T have anything planned out. It's kinda just coming to me as I write. I have no idea what's going to happen. All I know is that I was in a lovey-dovey mood and wanted to write gushyness and awesomeness. So here is my attempt at that. 

AGAIN THIS IS NOT PLANNED AND SOME SHIT MIGHT HAVE NO REASON BEING IN IT BY THE TIME ITS FINISHED. 

But I hope you enjoy it!

Started March 14th, 2016!
Finished March 21st, 2016! (A FREAKING WEEK. WHAT.)
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Almost Lover {Kiingtong FF}

45 parts Complete Mature

{Completed} ==================================== "I'm scared Will." She whispered while looking up at the stars. "Of what?" I asked and turned to look down at her while she rested her head on my chest. "Of getting hurt again," she said while turning her body so she could look at me. "Don't worry. Nothing will hurt you as long as I'm here. I won't hurt you again Isabel, and I promise that." "Always?" She asked and I nodded. "Always," I assured her and sealed off the night with one kiss. ==================================== Love. It works out in many different ways, but does it really last? Sometimes lovers fall apart. Heart break seems to be the only way to go. Everything changes for Will when he meets Isabel. If only things didn't work out the way they do. Somethings are perfect, then you realize that they get ruined. Sometimes you just have to make it last. You have to love someone because you don't know whether the next time you see them will be your last. Hearts are torn apart, and burned to the ground. But how long will that last for? People change people...that's the secret of life. It's true. When you leave someone it doesn't just affect that one person, it affects everyone. Change is change, but can you learn to change back? It's only a matter of time until you lose the one you love. Sometimes it won't last for that long. You might see them one day, and when that day comes it could be the last. But then there's that one possibility where you just lose them forever. Will that happen in this book? Or will love prevail? Read to find out! {Kiingtong Fanfiction}

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