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I don't want to feel

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Samantha Ford was seven when her mother had her shipped to the Isle of Wight. Alone to deal with her nightmares in a foreign country but determined to keep her promise, she managed to survive.
Now, ten years later, she is a straight-A pupil in an advanced PE section with her best friend, Danny. 
But what is Sam supposed to do when the walls she has carefully built to protect herself threaten to crumble? Will she allow herself to live and love or will she simply give up when she finally has to face the demons from her past?All Rights Reserved

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My Hope (Complete)

17 year old Hope moves to Massachusetts when her Dad takes a job at Harvard University. she never expected the attraction she feels toward her new English teacher or the connection to the past they share. Noah couldn't believe who the beautiful girl is that just walked into his classroom. He can't understand how she doesn't recognize their connection immediately. His protective instincts kick in right away. He needs to ensure her safety, even if he has to keep his distance, for now. Follow Hope as she discovers more about herself And her past then she ever knew. Will the dangers surrounding her family follow her? Why is Noah so concerned about her? And why can't she stay away from him?