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tainted.

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Reads 757
Votes 85
Parts 26
Time 1h 15m

Mature

3/20/16

Dear Diary,

Honestly, I've always tried writing in a diary, my friend, Rosie, says it's a good way to let out my emotions if I don't feel like telling someone in person, so, here I am. This is my first entry, hopefully I will remember to write in this daily. Here are some stuff about me.

- I'm 14 years old.

- I'm demi-bisexual, meaning I am attracted to boys and girls but only if I have a close bond with them, so if I see a girl walking by, I won't be sexually attracted to them unless I know them well. I won't be like "hey she's attractive, let's get together"... no.

- I haven't come out to anyone yet.

- My dad died 4 years ago.

- My mom is now in a mental hospital.

- I hate my step-dad.

- I only have one friend, who nearly died.

- I have a boyfriend, I hate him, too.

Yeah, so my life is f*cked up. I'm pretty sure people won't even believe me if they figured out what really going on in my life. Well, that's it I guess. I'm Sage Archer, diary, I hope you look forward to a lot of rants in your future. I forgot to add this is the list but it's going to look weird if I write it in and I can't handle anything if it's not symmetrical.

- My step-dad is the one who killed my dad.


Sage Archer 
Every since the day she left her mothers womb, her life has been a whirlwind of drama.

From watching her beloved dad get murdered right before her eyes, to a drunk mother and an abusive father, to being in love with her best friend, Sage has had a horrible life.

How will Sage deal with all the drama. Will she finally step up and fight back against stepfather? Will she be able to accept her feelings for her best friend? Will she finally find out why that cruel man killed her father all those years ago

 Or will she be overcome by grief and make the biggest mistake of her life... to end itAll Rights Reserved

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