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Hearing (Phan)

BeaconOfActualSin

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Parts 9
Time 1h 6m

BeaconOfActualSin

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It's much easier to focus. No loud noises distracting him. He can tune out from the world in seconds. It's one of the many reasons why Dan knows being deaf isn't a disability. He's not broken. Others use their voice to talk, he uses his hands, expressions and body language.

Of course, Dan could never be friends with a hearing person. They all feel bad for him and they shouldn't. All he has are his other deaf friends from University. When he stumbles upon someone new, his opinions start to alter.

(The cover is sign language. It is not some sort of rock and roll thing.)All Rights Reserved

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Dan Howell has telekinesis - a power just like out of a comic book. Yet instead of protecting the universe as a brave superhero, he hides. He hides his power and himself, fearing nothing more than getting attached to somebody and dragging them down. Of course, Phil Lester, the new kid in school, just had to come waltzing in, destroying his entire view on nearly everything in the worst (and best) ways possible. Phil's like a drug, and boy, is Dan addicted. Warning: contains self harm, depression, boyxboy, references towards abuse, and other possible triggers or content you may not be comfortable with. you can message me in private for the specifics if you feel you need it and remember to stay safe. (Top: #89 in Fanfiction, #1 in Phan!)