Shades Of Pain
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My mum thinks I'm special
But I don't think that's the case.
If I could talk I would take tell her that I'm not special- I'm not unique-
Because here's the problem:
I can't talk...
It's not that I couldn't,
Dr Reynolds -my speech therapist- says I can if I wanted to.
But she doesn't understand...
I always wanted to talk.
But the moment I open my mouth..
No words flow out.
Words fail me.
Dr Reynolds syas it's because I had a rough experience as a child.
I can read and write though
But I can't talk...
So I listen
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