As Adam try's to cope with his abusive mother and his little brother. At his failed attempt to run away he is caught by a special group of survivors of the apocalypse he goes to a prison with his mother and little brother. When the hitting doesn't stop, he wants to give up he starts to question what's the point of fighting anymore. Why were put on this earth? Why did this happen even happen? And what was the point? Before the apocalypse he wasn't happy, always bullied for his disabilities. As life gets better for him something has to throw a curve ball its wasn't god as i believe there isn't one anymore, i mean why would god do this? To test if you're good enough by making the ones we love sick and turning you a mass murder? He's a normal teenage boy on the outside, but just look a little closer and you can see the hurt and sadness in his eyes. That's exactly what Carl Grimes did. --------------------------------------------------------- This was my first fanfiction so please no hate, I am editing my older chapters to fix the punctuation, and many other errors. So please no hate on that i'm trying to fix it. Also if the chapter's name has a (+) on it that means its been edited and has gotten rid of all the errors. (that I can see it you see any please point them out to me so i can fix them) ---------------------------------------------------------- WARNING CONTAINS -self harm -boyxboy YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED All rights are mine so please respect that There is mention of self harm in some chapters and is a small part of the story line so there's a warning and I will also put warning at the beginning of a chapter of it involves any form of self harm