Till Death Do Us Part

Iv always had an opened mind. I Questioned the things that needed to be questioned. But I always felt like I'd rather live in a word that I didn't have all the answer to then to be precise and correct about everything, because if you ask me; things are much more exciting when it's a mystery. A lot of the people in this small town I call home, don't want to leave. But for me, I couldn't wait to get out. I didn't go to far though, Only an hour away from my roots in a completely different state. But when I left I didn't realize that growing up in that small town kept me sheltered more than I knew. Don't get me wrong, this town had it's parties and raves and you could find me at every single one of them but when I moved out to Nevada there was so much more to life than the barn parties and lake ragers that Bullhead city, Arizona had to offer. There was city folk, fast cars and bright lights. and I love it. I loved everything about it. I was ready to begin a new life. But I couldn't do that if I was running back to Arizona every chance I got, It wasn't exactly my choice though, My mother is to ill to care for herself and though she's giving the key to her house to some hottie doctor, I still can't bare to live my life without seeing her. After all she says so her self, "She could go any minute." And I hated it when she said that but I couldn't help but think it. Now I find myself trying to juggle time with school and my mother..... and my English teacher who I slept with.... That's a different story for a different time, though. Anyways, I just thought I'd finally get a change, but in a way.. im forever stuck in this small town. I think it's for a reason though, like something's not letting me leave, like something is hiding in this town and it's just waiting for me to discover it, Like I said. I question the things that need to be questioned... But I find myself asking if I really wanna answer the questions that have been circulating my town for years on in.